ok now i pissed off!!! I having big money problems and mum just fucked me up. Said said she going to put money in for todays bill of £50! Guess what she didnt! Now now i have £39 bank charge coming my way! I also have another bank charge on the 22nd!

I am honestly fucking pissed about this! Making really really hard! now the chances going to the US now is like 10% lol what a joke! I havent seen Kate for 4 months and no looks like i wont see her for another 4? this sure not happening! This is the only time i going to be able to go there for 5 weeks! and see how and me and kate get along than just 1 week u know?