ok guys!! Here the Video!!for the Brish Horses group meet in Newcastle it was a blast!!

BHG meet newcastle june o7

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Well I come back from my Group meet and all i can say wow! Newcastle night life is a little different what i am use too. Also the people are crazy and just totaly chilling out and have real fun!

I met with 4 other lasses and they are cool. I think Alex and Jackie are funny and the most crazyest! Tho with Alex I find her really nice and I like her! (pal wise) she smart and good humour and best yet she is short! (So wanted to make fun but she owned me in 5mins :() She I found very confident and very out going. I also admire her and reason for that is she works with Horses full time and has alot of chances in traveling aboard to USA to teach. Tho this year I think its different because she maybe going to EU to manage a yard for summur. I hope we be more of friends someday!

Jackie! I like her too she cute in many ways but she has a crazyest sence of humour! She I think has spiced the night up with that. Again tho she is smart and crazy tho I think she works with horses full time but I cant remember. I think she should of gone with Alex with the Irish guys to get a few drinks but nevermind. I like to be good pals with Jackie too!! I loveeeeeee the crazy! people

Vicky She a nice woman and pleased she came to the group! She orgainzed the Newcastle side as in where to stay and where we going out. She works with horses full time and I do class her as a friend. WE have same problem with horses and we both hope to over come them.

Jen! well ummm wow!! Tho I think she a nice lass and fun to be around but as she dancing like a crazy hatter and pissed out of her head before we met her. So I didnt get to know her too well. I thought she be like an Alex or Jackie but nope she a jen! I think its jen? or is it Gena?

I did find my Self confidence wasnt really there 1- wasnt really drunk 2- well I am shy to be honest until I know them more! I find this job I am in really crap in some ways because of it.

I was thinking on the way back to home. After hearing Jackie and Alex talk about horses none stop which i listened I really really want back in! I NEEED IT! I not going to lose weight until I work with horses and so one. So I think I may send an email to Wildwoods riding center about them hiring me and training me! They offered me a place to work 4 times sooo. The only problem I have is tho is place to live. They have a caban thats good to live in but I need them to say yer ok you can stay! I basicly be there 24/7 and it really wouldn't mind! On my days off well I HGV to get extra money! I think Alex and JAckie making me more and more looking into how to move down south and work with horses. I am dam confident on my riding and working just horse care I need to brush up on. Also I be closer to EVIL C :) :) Oh and may beat Alex and jackie in XC too hehe as it seems to be alot of shows around the area's

I still think Horses is my life but life been a bitch with me like it doesnt want me to be with horses. Like with my Finance its fucked up! Yer going to Newcastle didnt help but i need a brake because all i done is work and sleep and been depressed on days off. NW is not a great place for all kind of work and horses to be honest.

So here my plan i was thinking of doing with work. Atm i getting shit pay for HGV class 2 with an agent. The comapny is well impressed and is thinking of hiring me for there company because I show a very keen and postive way into work and i just want to get it done. I am keen to learn to get much job as possable and then they will Offer me a contract. This month i am going to take much working hours as I can with in the law. Tho i was thinking of doing cash in hand jobs with a poub or something at night like 2 nights aweek. Extra unrecorded income :) The horse courses will have to wait because I cant seem to get that sorted :( So I think I put 90% to debts and 10% to horses! once i reduced and started to manage the money ok then I save for class one licence! which then I earn more money and I Quickly pay off the cards :)

Now only problem is which I only post it here is that I starting to think I dont want to move to the USA. I havent told Kate this because I hardly talk to her and we havent manage to talk about it. She also having trouble looking for work in Maine for 4 months now! I said please look at the UK! She wont tho and its fucking annoying! She could have a better chance to work here but she just refuse to look into it! Tho I not planing to move there for some time too be honest. This doesnt sound health for are relationship but I think KAte need to look more than just Maine and other states as well. I dont like the US school and when i do courses here like driving I am more Quyified? than a US civi.

Anyhow Pics will follow!

Well the trainer i have atm is ok! We more working together than her just teaching me on schooling this horse! In a way i like that because i am learning more on my own. I was riding ben again but as it was really hot here ben wasnt playing. To be honesti dont blame him. He getting better with me in walk with my legs and overall riding.

In trot tho different story as he is resisting against me on the bit. So asi trying to encourage he still was getting uptight and rushing. I slow him down tho and reinsure him etc but towards the end of the lesson i totaly changed my idea what i was going to do and dont bother to get him the out line just strech his up neck down and get him to relaxes with me. That worked and he started to listen to my hands and legs more for an outline but still he not 100% for it.

Anyhow good 40mins! I like ben he a good draft - cob i think

I almost had a crash with a wall and a light post!

how? well that time of year i seen so many foals and at this village there were 5-6 foals with there mum in this feild ! I was like Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww and i hit the crub and pood my pants! So 2moro i taking my camera out to take pics of the little sexy faols! :)

WORK
Well i doing ok with work. Tho the warehouse been lazy and started loading late so we were delayed for an hour. I have sat and sunday off as well and i in work on Monday buit!!!! BUT!!! guess what i am on my own!!

Reason is Management well impressed with me. Other driver said it takes 2 5 months to get a contract but you just come out the army and have no experiance and attacking the job and trying. That was in one week as well so in a way i happy and impressed i have been noticed too.

So now They want me but Like i said in other post 2am and no Social life? Not even internet lie too (Social wise) Lez said tho once to get your contract try and get day in loo? I was like what? basicly i working 12 hours but paid 9 hours atm. So what i do is ask for that and get 4 days working but 3 days off. Which sound good to me because then i can deal with horses and get horse poo smell once again :) or take part time work here and there.

So really i be working my Legal working hours and max working horses with them and!! have driving hours spare!. Managment doesnt like it but if i banging out 12 hours 5 days aweek then i not much got a life. One of the reason i left the army.

SO basicly i am happy i getting good impression of me. They like me but after Tesco rude maner they some what know i got a temper because i was angry about how that bloke was with me and lez. So they taken the banger tesgo off and given it to another drive.

Horses
Well i been to carna farm which i think how you spell it. Its a large Riding school in hope and i been there to talk with the yard manager. I told her i like to help out and keep busy. Also told her my past experiance etc. She said yer i would be happy to but come bad in Augest. Reason is there still orgainzing the place and waiting for the lisence so no work atm. I looking foreward to it tho.

Also i going to book a 1 hour private lesson in 2 weeks because i know i got Army money coming now YAY! So i hoping i get sorted in the Horse stuff. IF i can ride again and work with them i be alot happyer person. Then you guys will see the change in me. Just 3 year been shit for me in more ways than one.

Kate
mmm i some what pissed that timing with me and kate annoying. Kate busy as hell but some reason i getting worryed. I miss her and i love her but something not right! Reason is We hardly talk and i try on my part! I sent her emails and been very supportive etc. Tho something i can tell not right. Dont get me wrong but i dont think she losing interest! Just i think she may get hassel from family i think.

She gone on holiday tho so i have to wait and see how she is when she come back. Tho her brithday was on the 9th and guess what i havent done left a message say happy brithday. Reason is i had my Dates mixed up.

Man i so love her !!!! @:!@":@!! lol

London
Well when i have money coming in i going to london time to time see dean and his GF. He a good m8 and he will be my Best man too. I want to drop by Evil C and vist! I missed ya and your ponys by the way.

Car
Me and mum been talking about are car. Its a good car but the Engine now on the deathrow path. Its slowly dieing and drink alot too. So sue been told we could get a new car but its Peugeot 306 10 years old and 92 miles. Selling for £400 because he lost his lisence. Sue thinks its ok but i think use the Army wage to buy it. Its ok its alot i got £1400 for 23 days which doesnt make sence but i not saying a word :)

Problem with Peugeot when it break down it not cheap but i have to see tho. He a boy racer tho so it may not be nice on fuel as he trying to rig it up. Tho we see and i keep looking around. I like a Estate tho because i can put horse gear init to be honest :)

P

Well I will say I am now back. For sure tho as I been busy and side tracked by over things in life.

I still haven’t found a job yet but it be Fork lifts and warehouse until I get my licence back. As I have sent it off to be updated so I can drive lorry’s. Oh by the way Evil C I can drive a horse box’s if you need me :P Anyway I haven’t managed to hunt a job centre or an agency yet. Only because of 5 weeks of US time Zone and I was up late there it 1am in US. I am finding it hard to go to sleep and change my time. My normally tricks is not working and I getting annoyed. I also returned back to the Regiment for last time. I asked about forms and stuff I need when I go to my new job. Like P45 on Tax’s and emergency tax’s.

So I am trying to sort my crap out in my room but problem is that I have a lot of stuff now but little room. I wouldn’t even take a pic and if Kate seen my I be in trouble. My mum been on my case lol (Feels like the army) Tho I told her I need the storage space. So this weekend we going to get all the crap away we don’t need. As my mum tends to keep crap just in case lol. So I have 2 Large boxes and crap every where. I need more draws and stuff.

Mmm I also need to see the cancel (Cant spell the right word) to let them know I moving back. Also to put paper work in not to pay local tax’s for 6 months. This will give me a little breather. Reason is I don’t know what I going to earn per month and it is worrying. I will pay the loan off with the rest of the final payment of 23days worth O.o So when I pay that off it give me room to spend money on Real Bills. Also me and mum will focus on one Cards at a time and starting with Virgin because they suck. Then Abby the biggest then at least Halifax which to be honest they help me a lot and not been aggressive if I missed a payment so I keep that. I also paying monthly so I can check my credit report so now I can see what’s happening. Its crap by the way.

While I do this I going to look If I can do a course with local College as in night classes. What in tho I not sure maybe English classes to brush up and maths. I need my brain going again and the army killed it some way lol. I also may do security course and business study’s.

Why business study’s? well When I was at Maine which I love now. I was joking saying I open a Fish and Chips shop here but after I keep thinking about it. I think it would be a good I idea. I know some Americans had fish and chips here and they said they loved it. Hell in Maine in tourists areas would be good. I have it near night life too as people in UK has something to eat after clubbing and drinking lol The Surrounding area I can get supply’s for what I need in the shop so that be cool. Question what do you think?

Anyhow I cant be arsed posting new pics and video from camera atm but so n I find the software to do it I put them up. Oh and on the Horses Side It has to wait until my I settle in with job and money. Hell I need to save up as June or July my EVE account needs up dating.

I miss you all and I going to get updating what’s happening but I think I quit some of the group on here tho.

PS
Evil C You know a website you can watch video’s off yet?

Well as i am alomost out of the Army now. I hoping i can do some courses in BHS and have a horse on loan once my money been sorted :P I also hope i be able to pass my test on thursday  for HGV. Reason is i love to have a Horse Boxs like this one :P looks really nice for shows but practical too.



Even i go to the states i want to bring it with me :P mind u tho i have people looking at my horse boxs over there wont i?

What do u think?



Oh and for the trip back from Basildon was good. 2 hours from London to Crew?! thats alot faster than ever before and i know that train was moving fast. Tho i feel sorry for the family when that train crashed. i am pleased the way it crashed tho. Honestly because if it was the old fleet it be a major mess and alot of people killed. Least there one person dead and few badly injured. Good to see the new safe trains coming out and built like tanks for sure! :P most of all at 95mph

Well i come home and good feeling and i just feel i want to get started already. My mums flat could do with alot of love tho. Its cold as its got old heating and it needs new heat like gas or something. I think its taking too long tho to get sorted but mum not going to chase. So when i can i going to buy new heaters for my self. I just keep the pressure to tell the cancail to hurry up.

I need new stuff and new bed too. Get mums room sorted and bit by bit get the kitchen sorted too. Thats within money and time of course