ok well i back in London for 9 days!

i not happy i finshed Headly court tho and i going to miss it! Well this what the doctor said at Headly court before i came here. He think there no point in coming back to Headly as i not long left with my troop! (troop) so i think u better put what u have learned here and try and get fit as there not much we can do for u as ur going. If ur wasnt leaving the army u be coming back again and again to try and sort u out! Now i understand what the doctor saying and i agree. I have limitations with my leg! as in i have a bad running gate because of my ankle! its stiff and weak around the lower leg! its slowly improving but it will take time. I done have a push off on the toe are and i not get good drill on runing ( how u should run) So i carry on with the program i have been given and it will improve.

My in all fittness as improved and i look bettwer and people noticed it! So i can say i have a 6 pack undercover hehehe. So yer i not improved much but still medicaly downgraded. The doctors said ur more likly to stay down graded until u leave! Which by mean fine because i cant do the fittness test so i cant!

Problem is soon i got back i drop my med docs to the desk and told the MO here! MO + Medical Officer. Now he asked me when i broken it blah blah but didnt look in his computer and didnt really give me a chance to explain what Headly said and what my problem was. He just think now i need to see Frimly park hospital! so see about my anckle and see what they can do? i asked why i just come back from Headly court! he just said well they could help u which i know they cant! i mean i have trouble with movment and if i did have something worse dont u think headly court pick it up? Yes they would but some reason he wants me to go there. He said i want u fit soon as possable! if i need an op i not taking it because its going to make me stay in the army longer and i not having that! I cant do all the detail as in work wise and i have 2 and half months really! so whats the point to try push it? lol i really dont understand my docor tho! i not happy with him and i may see someone else.

Thing is tho i know if there was which i dont think there is but anyhow if there was and i need an op and i refuse. The doctor and put me upto P2 because i refused Treatment! So if i get hurt with that injury or make it worse its my fault!! yer i know its fair if i not leaving the army but i am so he better not try it!! If he was in civvy street and he does what he does he been in jail or no longer to practice after his arse been sud to hell.

So there thats whats happed there. I am keeping in touch with danny which he a new m8 of mine!! He a nice lad and such a massive laugh!! We going to meet up next month tho to a canisno place which i wont send much for sure! and have a good laugh! i never had such laugh and shame i cant go back. One thing tho i WILL SAY! The Headly court does an AWESOME Job!! to try and help people to get fit and most of all give alot of support to the lad from Iraq etc. In general the Army does give a good job trying to help get people lives together and move on! I back them what i could do and i think Headly court needs increased founding too!

So i am now back in London and i find the room extra clean which mean there was an inspection!! there a big training program going teaching people how ot ride to horse care! I not looking foreward to work 2moro and i know i going to be busy as well. i have nine days of working to the 21st of October as Kate my Sexy woman coming to Heathrow! i really cant wait guys!! I think this relationship harder because we get along SO freacking well. As june was the last time i think Feb when i see her again! I still thinking shall i ask her! but i dont know! i love her and i do love her! and i know for DAM SURE she love me!.

Her family want me there for xmas but i cant and i cant efford to as well. The rest of my leave going ot be next year! i miss thanksgiving and New year with her. Thing is tho i be there next year and after so not too bad i say! :P

anyhow i going ot spend some time after dinner to download videos and pics from my phone to photobucket! so u can see the silly things i do lol.

Anyhow i off and i hope u all good and well guys!!

Pete